DESPITE ALL ODDS... GOD STILL LOVES YOU

I have fornicated so many times that i am in no way different from a dog in that regards. I have given my heart too many times to the wrong people only to find out at the end that I have been used and dumped. Am always acting like a church kid while addicted to masturbation and pornography. I am so addicted to pornography that I even have an extra storage drive for it so no one knows. I really can’t count the number of times I have aborted; I’m even scared of getting married for the fear of being barren. Most times I drink and get myself drunk. As if drinking wasn’t enough, I even turned to smoking and clubbing. I lust after everything that wears skirt with the excuse that I am just admiring them. I really can’t survive a day without gossiping. I get angry easily and when I do, I really can’t help myself from hurting someone. I keep malice easily and really don’t know how to forgive. I have led many astray through my loose lifestyle. Considering all this things, I am sure I don’t deserve anything other than condemnation and destruction. I am good for nothing. There is no hope for me! I have tried a thousand times to stop and help myself from this mess, all to no avail. Am sure even God himself has given up on me. In fact I’m doomed! I wish I was dead! I really don’t care any longer what anyone says about me; after all I am bad and hopeless!
Then a voice came from nowhere gently with lots of love saying; I STILL LOVE YOU AND HAVE NOT GIVEN UP ON YOU!

WHO ARE YOU?
 I am the one who loved you before time itself began. The one who bore your sins and took your place on the cross of Calvary; The savior of the whole world!

YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND THE GRAVITY OF ALL THE THINGS I HAVE DONE;
 I understand it more than you can ever imagine. I knew you even before you were born. When I carried that heavy cross on Calvary, I was thinking of you. Quit trying to make it on your own and give me control cause I alone can help you

BUT HOW WOULD YOU HELP ME WHEN YOU’VE NEVER COMMITTED THESE SINS BEFORE?
 Hahahaha!!! I have seen and tasted it all. I took the sins of the whole world on myself. That includes ALL THE SINS YOU OR ANYONE HAVE EVER COMMITTED! But you know what?!! I didn’t just carry the sin; I became SIN ITSELF! But in all these, I conquered and came out victorious!

YOU MEAN YOU CAME OUT VICTORIOUS?
Yes my love! If I conquered, then you too can conquer. Only if you allow me gain control over your whole life.

YOU MEAN THAT DESPITE ALL WHAT I HAVE DONE, GOD HAS NOT GIVEN UP ON ME?
Yes love! For your sake, I left my throne to earth; took your place on the cross. No amount of sin is greater than my love for you.

WHY SHOULD I BELIEVE YOU?
 Because I am the Almighty. I am The El-Shaddai. I loved you even before you were born and still loves you now. My love is far bigger and greater than any sin you may have committed. I created you and gave you a purpose. I have kept you alive till now because I am not done with you yet. Indeed I’ve not given up on you.

BUT EVEN MY PASTOR AND FRIENDS KEEP SAYING I CAN’T BE FORGIVEN BECAUSE I AM TOO DIRTY TO BE WASHED CLEAN AGAIN
I am not a man that I should lie. As far as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than man’s! You see, men including pastors, prophets, and tongue-speaking brethren will judge you from the outside. But I see and know you from the Inside-Out

BUT THE FACT IS THAT I AM DIRTY AND BAD… RIGHT???
 Yes that’s the fact, but it’s not the truth. The truth is that you are a piece of gold that has been covered with mud. All you need is refining and purifying and that’s exactly what I am about to do. You see, nobody knows you more than I do. Only the manufacturer can tell the purpose of its creation. I showed up today to announce to you that EYES HAVE NOT SEEN, EARS HAVE NOT HEARD, NEITHER HAS IT ENTERED INTO THE HEART OF MEN, WHAT I HAVE PREPARED FOR YOU.
I specialize in picking and raising people like you who have been thrown and rejected by men. People who are counted as worthless; People who are counted as biological mistakes; People whom friends have termed as waste of space! People who really can’t help themselves; Yes it’s people like you that I came for. The truth is that you are not the first person that have been there before neither are you the first person I have picked up. I can wash and make you whole again just like I did to the others. For this reason i was made manifest that i may destroy the works of darkness. Don’t let anything ruin your life. You are a valuable and priceless asset. No body under the heavens is like you. No one can predict your future, irrespective of your past. It may interest you to know that all the things you may have done, irrespective of how intense it may have been; it’s now part of your past! Old things have passed away, behold all things have become new! I don’t see your past anymore, I see your today. I don’t judge you based on your past, but I judge you based on your NOW! If I have not condemned you, then who or what can?

SO WHAT DO I DO NOW?
Run to me just the way you are and i will be happy to have you back. I will change your garment and help you fulfill that which I created you for! I am not going to patch your life… No! I am going to give you a NEW LIFE! If I didn’t give up on you THEN, am not about to give up on you NOW! My name is JESUS CHRIST; The Redeemer and Savior of the world. Is there anything in the scenario above that looks like you? Then this message is for you.
Do you want to give me control over your life? Please don't feel ashamed or condemned. Yes! you may have messed up, but REMEMBER THAT DESPITE ALL ODDS, I STILL LOVE YOU!
John: 3. 16. For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that WHOSOEVER (including you) believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

Just feel free to pray this prayer sincerely from your heart;

Dear Lord Jesus, i thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you for picking and raising me from the miry clay. I surrender my whole life to you. From now you alone are my Lord and King. Thank you for my salvation! Help me to trust you to the end! In Jesus name; Amen